if the heart is always searching

Do you, by any chance want to get marry with me? If i do confess my feeling towards you. It's really hard to do a confession cenggini. I am bad with this. I don't know either the MALU part Or the EGO part take charge in this. If you ask me for the reason, naaahhh...i have no concrete reason why on earth that i fall for you. Yang i pasti, i terasa sakit bila you sakit dan i rasa nak cheer you up bila you stress. I nampak you as a good leader to treasure with for the rest of my life. I don't know why, but thats what i can see as i observed you for a one year and half ;) another part is maybe you're more like my dad. Just minus the smoker part.

As i go with the flow, i kenal you like i need to know. Cantik je aturan Allah tu. setiap baik you, buruk you, i boleh digest. I tak kata i perfect, we as a human memang takkan pernah sempurna. I ada kurang dan lebih, same goes to you. Tapi, i yakin yang kurangnya i, insyaAllah you akan lengkapkan dan kurangnya you, i akan lengkapkan. I betul-betul harap that we are made for each other. Kalau bukan sekarang, mungkin suatu masa nanti..kan?

Kalau lah i boleh tebak masa hadapan, mungkin lebih senang kan? Tapi tak cukup challenging kalau begitu rentaknya. Tapi i bab-bab hati dan perasaan ni memang rendah hati-diri-jiwa segala sebab i am not the type of person yang widely open her feeling pada orang ramai. Sayang pun i, susah nak tunjuk..kut?? Hopefully, Allah akan lorongkan jalan yang mudah untuk i selesaikan perkara ni :)


NotaKaki: kita memang saling curi pandang antara satu sama lain ke??
NotaKaki2: i tak paham kenapa i nak sedihhhh sengat bila your ex call. Padahal ia tak patut jadi macam tu. kalau ingat balik, mesti sedih. Sekarang pun dah sedih balik. Sobsobsobs...
NotaKaki3: kalau lah awak turut merasa apa yg saya rasa, saya mohon Allah permudahkan dan tunjukkan jalan untuk kita maknakan apa yg kita kongsikan. Ameenn..