Yesterday, we had a tournament. Tapi kali ni format game lain. Takde single untuk pemain perempuan. Diganti dengan mix double. So, memag takde orang lain yang akan main except me lah unless I injured or something.
I didn't expect to play with him sebenarnya. To be a sparring partner in the game would be canggung after all. Walaupun dah leading, after many silly mistake we draw T_T sangat lah rasa bersalah. Dia marah jugak lah during the game. Tapi nak buat cane, I can't control the nervous and the clumsiness I had.sobs.
Second round time dia sparring dengan another team mate, dia tak marah-marah macam sebelum tu pun. Tapi mungkin jugak sebenarnya I yang think too much. Padahal takde ape pun.
After dah kalah dengan match, we go for lunch and time dah nak balik tu, they gave allowance. Duit tak cukup so they asked me and him to share it since we're friend and slalu keluar dating. He was silent at all. I don't know what that meant or he just don't know how to response the joke. Or he might hate the joke. I just can't figured it out. Dengan dia ni, I've lost to read my naluri towards him. Mungkin sebab I've fall for him so it's hard to read her mind really.
Anyway, I should thanks Allah the most for the takdir. I was happy after all sebab there's no other way to be with him like another days.
NotaKaki:Alhamdulillah and thank you Allah for making the reason for me to smile widely. Bahagia dengan perasaan yang Allah bagi. Namun, seandainya rasa ini wujud kerana godaan syaitan, aku berlindung dari setiap kejahatannya. Ameen.
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I think this is somewhere in 2013. I thought bila publish, akan maintain tahun yg sama🤣
