.ingatan khas utk sang pencuri hati =p.

first of all…thanx…merci…its goes to mr.syed ahmad fakhrurozi syed abdullah.
aku tulis blog ni kire nak memperingati besday dier la…turn to 22 dis year…nak tulis smlam tp bz cari no dier…ssh gell nak dpt no dier…sumer kwn dier aku pusing tanyer..sumer kater x tau…ni kes byk kali tuka no phone lar..no dl yg ader kat aku tu ntah ke mane2 ntah dier sedekah…last2 aku tanyer adik dier yg sbaye aku lar…tu pon kire menempah maut tuh..sbb aku rase adk dier x suke aku!!haha…bukti nyer sbb time spm ari tu..aku saje gatal letak pic abg dier kat dlm frame tepi katil…kat dorm ar…tetibe laks ilang…aku rase xder org laen yg interested nak curi gambar dier time f3 tuh…heheh…go back to the truth….

this thanx goes special for him cause he just touch my heart since i’m 3-teen…what a gr8 time n cool experience…this not call lurve…n i admit it..its just like he teach me bout the reality of life…how to accept dat n how to accept penolakan dari org laen…its just the best way how i njoy hostel life…i really apreciate wat he just trying to do for me…or maybe not!heheh…i can say dat saya syg dier…just syg…admit it…dulu rase mcm x best jer biler dier blah n do bad thing to me…but..when i’m being a girl…years 2 years…i just understand it…walau dier mungkin x bermaksud to teach me…tp dier dah pun buat begitu…who cares huh??just me..n org laen tau pandang serong jer..n dat time mmg rase burn jer sbb sumer senior act ‘macam bagus!’ terutamanya the fivers lar..almost girl..yer la…sape x syg jr. beb..syg or jeles??haha..sampai skang x dpt dipastikan…back to him…actually dier x la ensem sgt…maybe sbb dier tegur dl n start to say hi through my fren…send a regards…budak2 kan..biler ader yg caring…tambah2 senior…wawawa…rase so si**y la at the time…kalau la matured awl sket…heh!mcm la skang ni matured sgt…ahax…i just meet him face 2 face for once n last at fivers class a day b4 he leave the skool..rase2 lar…n wat a s***y thing i did again..give him DASHING…looks cool huh??prasan giler mcm best in dat time lar…pk2 blk mmg rase hampess jer..n i remember one too many kapel in dat class ari tuh…tp x igt ler..n usna wif ojie accompany me to go there…so..pada senior2 lambor yg tatau perkare sbnr..lps bacer blog ni hopefully not misunderstand lar…terutama nyer batch 1999 tuh…geng2 k.amani,k.sham n k.linda yg buli aku…diorg syak aku ngan fakhrurozi date kat dlm surau..aku rase aku x buat..tp diorg kater ader bukti!!aku mang gelabah giler…tu pasal la kene janji merapu2 ngan diorg!!last2 mang xder pape pon…sah2 aku x buat silap n diorg mang la jht!!keh3x…aku brani tulis kat blog ni psl dier bukan sbb aper…sbb aku rase dier x join frenster nih…puas dah aku carik…ye ker aku cari??haha…wuteva…he’s still in my heart…1st man who touch my heart…but not call luv…its just sayang as a person who teach me utk sedar sape diri ni…n for now i just can say i really miss him!!miss gell….tp kalau berpeluang jumpe pon..aku rase aku akn mengelak…mane brani beb…segan pon yer…tp kalau secare x sengaja terjumpe..aku xtau lar…mintak dijauhkan lar perkare itu dr terjadi…keh3x…so utk mengelak..aku akn pastikan aku xkn jejak kaki ke UTM KL tuh…tambah2 fac meki engin…wawawa…

for the last…happy birthday syed ahmad fakhrurozi syed abdullah…muga pjg umo..murah rezki…murah ilmu…murah jodoh…n always enjoy dis life!!thanx dude for always bothering my life….walau bkn secare realiti nyer…ganggu2 pon aku suker!!sbb biler aku igt dier…i remind myself…who am i…like amy mastura said…

"siapalah aku ini..
yang ingin memeluk cintamu…
siapalah seadanya…..
diriku disisimu…."

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20 years old+caring+loyal reader+lovely+friendly+patient+lavender+rughby=sitihajarabdulaziz…^_^

p/s:wahh..blushing giler time aku bc mende nih.mcm silly pon ade.ah,suke ati akulah nk tulis ape pon.ini post tahun 2006 okeh.blog yg da besawang.haha.sile abaikan ape2 yg korg rs ptt diabaikan.sirius aku tulis surat setiap tahun.haha.sorok2 ^_^